Yucky month of April.

Wow, this month has been the worst month! It started off with a phone call on the 8th that my grandpa had passed away. So the next day my mom and I got in the car and drove the 12 hours to Portland Oregon where I stayed with my grandma for a week since she didnt want to be alone. Then Nelson flew to me the day before his funeral so he could be there with me, which was really nice. But at the funeral, my real dad showed up. I have no contact with him and the last time I actually talked to him was the phone call I got from him when I was 12 saying we are going to Disneyland. So that was awkward in itself. Then I get back and wake up Monday morning in the worst pain! Turns out I had a bladder infection that spread to my kidneys. ouchy. Then the very next day, I get called down to HR at my work and they laid me off, me and 24 others. Im supposed to be getting excited for my wedding and all the stuff coming up for it and I cant help but stress out! Something good better come this month to get me out of this slump! And the month is almost over...